Tuesday, July 03, 2007

The Midlife part is over....what remains is the crisis!

So I've done the fun stuff. Lots of it, and to be honest, I'm tired of having so much fun LOL. I'm at a crossroad, not so much a crisis. I've decided to finish my undergrad degree, that's the good part, the bad?? I'm sick to death of business administration. So where do I go from here? Still pondering this as I sit here this beautiful morning.

I've decided to just go with the flow. I'm throwing caution to the wind, and trying some of the things I only thought about in the past. I've started eating dessert first, ignoring my phone when I don't feel like talking, not returning messages that say "I know you're busy but I need you to call me concerning...." I'm too busy, doing whatever to be concerned about..."

I've even stopped watching television for weeks at a time. I TiVo the programs I'm interested in, and when bad weather hits, or I just don't feel like doing anything else, spend a day relaxing and watching sans the commercials. My addiction to HGTV, TMC, Law and Order (all of them), Criminal Minds and NCIS are satisfied until the next time.

I've picked up my crochet hook again, watching an idea I had take shape and become a reality is still amazing to me. Plus I enjoy the look on the faces of the people to whom I gift my craft work.

Bit by bit, I'm learning not to multitask, but to enjoy what I'm doing at the moment with all my senses.

Til next time,

Cee...Level